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We go together like Winter and a sweater

Merry Christmas Eve! (: I hope you guys have wonderful holidays, and an AWESOME New Year! ;) I'll try to put only happy quotes in today! :P
And I please ask you to listen to Carol of the Bells - Trans-Siberian Orchestra while reading this. Best Christmas music.. EVER. (:

Sometimes you question yourself. Are you doing the right thing? What will people think about you? But the truth is, it shouldn't matter what people think. As long as you're doing what you love, then you'll know its the right thing to do.

(I love this picture! ^^)

I've learned a lot this year. I learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned or the way you think they should, and I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.

Girls…You know that feeling you get when he walks past you?
Or how the smallest thing, like his dimples make you bite your lip?
How when you hear that song that defines you two you blast it and listen?
Or when he touches you, you just want to fall into to his arms?
How you argue just so you can make up with a kiss?
Or when you will stay up as late as you can just so you can keep talking to him?
You know that warm feeling you got while reading this?
And his name was in your head.
That’s how you know he’s the one.. :)



life is for having fun. don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is going to act like he/she hates you tomorrow. never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in love with you. don't give that person the rest of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly and doesn't mind to make you cry. every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. we all deserve at least that.

Beast: I want to do something for her.
Cogsworth: Well, there’s always the usual... flowers, chocolates, promises you don’t intend to keep.



You will look back on the times you laughed and you will cry. You will look back on the times you cried, and you will laugh.  You will always remember close friends, and you will always keep memories of them in your heart. Life is hard, it’s tough, and it’s unfair, but everyone gets over the hurt and the pain, eventually. You always end up with a smile on your face, if you give it a chance.

To everyone else, I'm this bubbly, cheerful girl with an omnipresent smile that doesn't have a care in the world. I say stupid things and scream when people poke my sides. That's not fake - that's me. But there are deeper layers that only he seems to see. He called me out on wanting to do what I know I shouldn't, he remains skeptical when everyone else thinks I'm fine. Maybe it's because I'm not acting like that same girl without any capacity for pain when he's around. When he's there, I'm quiet, more reserved. When he's around, it's impossible to mask how much I care with a smile or a tinkling laugh. My top layer doesn't exist around him. He can see straight into my soul, without any of the quirks piled on above. I'm still not sure whether that's good or bad...

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.

 

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-H

 

Bring me to Life

Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe shine through every sentence you write, every piece you finish..

I was born to be stubborn a little bossy.
to push people, and to push myself.
I was taught to never take life for granted to live a little, to love with everything i have.
I learned to never give up, to believe in myself
and most of all.. to fight for myself...

His eyes pierce mine and for a moment I feel as if the rest of the world is closed out and it’s just the two of us. The urge to jump into his arms and feel the warmth of them surrounding me is so powerful, I wonder if it’s medically possible to be addicted to another human being.

Just think.

There's someone out there dying to get you to notice.
Just think.
Someone's laying up
staring at their ceiling
thinking only of your smile.

She's a girl.

A sixteen-year-old beauty on the brink of freedom.
A rebellious child with everything to lose.
Just another confused youth who thinks she's specialbecause she listens to bands whose names have
more words than some sentences. She pretends
not to care, and most of the time, she gets away
with it. But the truth is, no one could care more
than she does. She pretends to hate herself
more than she really does. And she's scared
to remember the past, but even more scared to forget it., .

A brighter light, casts a darker shadow..

When I get married, she'll be my maid of honor.
when I have a baby, she'll be the God mother.
and when I die, my grave will be right next to hers
this girl is more than my best friend, she's my other half.

Forgive me for liking you too much, I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

 Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

Forgive me for being so pathetic, I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

Forgive me for finding you amazing, I'll forgive you for never noticing.

Forgive me for not being able to let go,

I'll forgive you for never holding on.

I never know what to say to you when you ask me what’s wrong. I mean, how can I tell you that you’re all I want, and knowing that I can’t have you tears me apart.

What is heartbreak? Is it lying on the bathroom floor trying your damnest to breathe while simultaneously wondering why it went wrong, how you’re gonna get up & pretend like everything is alright, & what the hell are you going to do about that hole in your chest? Yeah, I think that’s it.

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-H

Thank you

People say I’ve changed so much, well here’s the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can’t always be happy, I accepted reality.
Honestly, a lot of people need to grow and accept reality. I’m finding my way and doing so. Life isn’t always happy endings and fairy tales, its tough and sometimes just flat out horrible. But if you have the right friends.. You can do anything.
I’d like to sincerely thank my friends for always being there for me, the 4AM phone calls, the shoulders to cry on, and most of all, just being there to laugh with me.



Thanks guys. ;)

Love,
H